Tuesday, July 8, 2008

well I did it

I confronted the HH with everything. Not all of it, not the other person, but I confronted with things that weren't adding up.

Yep. He'd omitted things. He now thinks I'm nuts, claims to never have been interested (men, that's another subject all together, but is it me or are alot of them not self aware enough to realize the crap they do?).

Sorry, but with him in the past, and my past with my ex boyfriend, trust is something I don't have much of, especially since he and I were strangers to start with.

As for he and I, there is none, and that's that, and I'm fine with it. Hey after the confrontation situation I may never see him again.

So back to the drawing board. Except, there is no drawing board for me. I now go back to my disinterested non-dating self.

Have I mentioned I'm sick of being single? Not unhappy about it, but damned tired of it.

Sigh. Better get used to it, think it's gonna be a long long time before anything ever happens for me.

3 comments:

Technodoll said...

I was going to ask "is it hot enough for ya" but then I read this post and can see you are already treading the firewaters of hell.

Do you want me to come over and break his kneecaps for you?

:-(

myself said...

Oh I'm fine, seriously, if he gets over himself and realizes why I was suspicious (minus the stuff I saw I shouldn't have - because we ain't discussing that he and I), we'll probably just remain buds...I told everyone it would take me some time to process what I wanted to do, and if he prefers married women that don't live locally, hey...go for it dude.

Just don't be coming and whining to me when this all goes bust, which it will....what is that Lily Allen "At first, when I see you cry...yeah it makes me smile...yeah makes me smileeeee"

Heh.

My girlfriend wants to go all Kirkland Lake on him and flush his head in the toilet to give him something to think about.

My friends rock.

How I get these things wrong, mixed signals etc, well that's something else altogether I guess.

Surfergrrl said...

I think he is probably more aware than he might be letting on, but maybe just can't admit it out loud. in any case, did it feel better to get it off your chest?

i'm not sure if trying to email me worked. mabye relpy to this message and see what happens?