Yeah happy Friday?
Do ANY OF THEM KNOW WHAT THE HELL THEY WANT?
We were supposed to meet up yesterday, only to get a phone call saying "um well, I have family things and work to do, but (this is the best part) I'll KEEP YOU IN MIND FOR LATER THIS WEEK"
Ugh. Did I do a job interview in the past few days I'm not aware of?
What in HELL?
So I emailed him - called him on it.
Basically said "I'm interested, you were interested, what in hell? What was that 3 hour phone call that I couldn't get you off the phone about?"
"well I'm still feeling this whole thing out, I can't give you any promises if you're looking for something immediate"
What I read into that is "whoever fucks me first wins", however, it's probably also "you're not hot enough/thin/enough/and I'm someone that shouldn't be dating yet but like you and I don't know what the fuck I want".
I give the hell up.
He hurt my feelings and made me cry.