Friday, May 21, 2010

the mystery woman

Yep. That's me.

I know I know, I am a horrible blogger.

In my defense life has been pretty much insane recently, shocking I know. I don't think I need to explain, you're all pretty much aware from my previous posts.

I'm off for the next 5 days, Monday is a holiday here in Canada and I took my last 2 days of vacation as well as my floater. I worked almost a week of overtime in 3 weeks, I'm exhausted.

Agenda is to get this house relatively clean, do laundry, change the litle carpet in the bedroom which sounds like a small task but isn't, if it sees fit to rain I'll do some weeding, and finish a whack of editing. I need to cook also.

Having fun yet? :P

I am also hanging with a nice young man this weekend and I may or may not go into that in the future. It's a bit complicated, but some of it is complicated in a way that works for me (his job means he's in the province only 8-9 days a month). He's younger. Also works for me :) There are a couple things that don't, but he's cute & extremely smart and we'll see what happens. He's also french, which is a bit of a departure for me (I know that sounds stupid my being here but it just happens like that for me, always english guys).

Alrighty so on with my day, making Cuban spare ribs. I love my meal plan, as much as I've ignored it this week (bad bad bad bad bad). Really helps me watch the $$

Sunday, May 9, 2010


Ok 2 weeks in summary.

- complete and utter insanity at work

- lack of motivation

- fight for my f-ing insurance money

- still no house insurance (it's scary, tomorrow)

- money money money

- I met someone online and met him so I could get laid (god...what is wrong with me?), in my defense he's a very nice guy, I liked him very much as a person, and I think he's a cutie. It will go nowhere. Major life/age differences. And well, I'm a mess anyway.

- met a fantastic guy (he started to talk to me and I turned around to see if he was talking to the person behind me), naturally he has a girlfriend, who I know indirectly (oh Facebook you disappointment). made me feel good that this total hottie sought me out twice to flirt with me. But again. I'm a mess. So no biggie right?

- spoke to my father this weekend. May see him tomorrow, he's coming to pick up some paperwork for an aircraft. If he makes me cry at work, I'll kill him.

- Lots of photography. One of the few things holding me together. I photographed Johnny Rotten. Major for me.

- The house I loved is sold. I figured :( And there is nothing out there to buy. I'm afraid now.

- Feeling very down on me, and need to fucking stop it.

Back when I can do something other than bullet form.

EDIT: It took me 2 hours to type the above out. Gawd. You all wonder why I can't manage to put together a blog entry....