I'm having a terrible day.
Ever have one of those days when uncontrollable crying over someone is all you can manage?
When everyone around you seems happy & coupley and you, as usual, are not?
Just so lonely you can feel it with all your being?
Yeah. That's me today. Sad. Lonely. Unloved. & missing someone I should never ever considering missing, so much that it hurts.
I want to get to England, crawl into bed with him with my face against his back, his hand on my thigh, like I did this summer. & just listen to him breathe.