Thursday, September 23, 2010

awake

So many problems.

Get one solved, another pops up. Usually worse than the one previous.

I'm not dealing with things very well. Or at all. I'm going to see someone about it on Monday. Grief counsellor. Guess she'll help me thru it?

Left a couple important things to rot to shit because I can't be half arsed. Stupid.

Work has become hell. Stupidity of others

Overwhelmed

2 comments:

Adventures In China said...

I went to grief counseling and it didn't help me a lot at the time, but the things I learned did sink in somehow and when I needed them, they helped a lot. I hope it does for you too.

You've been through a lot of loss, it's normal to feel like you've reached the end of your rope...which is the feeling I get from your writing. Hang on! Professional help is a good thing, I'm glad you're doing it. I swear by it now!

myself said...

I go tonight and I'm really helping to does do something for me, it's been months since my grandmother died, and it really was a huge blow....

Thanks, your comments as someone "in the know" are really appreciated.