Friday, March 28, 2008

as my stommach turns

I swear to you.

Try as I might, my life goes well for about three seconds, and then it all goes to hell.

I was hired by a large company to do a job. I work in freight, I’m a product manager. Well was. Now I have been made an account manager. Is this a position I wanted? Nope. Am I happy about it? Nope. It’s supposed to be temporary – over the course of a maternity leave, but our leave is 2 years long. I could end up doing this for 2 years. Two years!!!!

I worked my ass off for 6 months, have started to get some results, and this is what happens.

This is a job I have never wanted and don’t think I’m even remotely suited for. I don’t want this much contact with the clients.

I am tired of the fight. I think I’m going to bed tonight and I’ll stay there. I don’t want to see anyone. I’m way too upset. I’m just sick of it all. Personal life, professional life, nothing works out..

2 comments:

PrincessB said...

Two years of maternity leave? Can I work there? Not that I want a baby, but sheesh!

Two Date Diva said...

I have had this happen more than once as well and it stinks. Make yourself feel better by updating your resume!