I swear to you.
Try as I might, my life goes well for about three seconds, and then it all goes to hell.
I was hired by a large company to do a job. I work in freight, I’m a product manager. Well was. Now I have been made an account manager. Is this a position I wanted? Nope. Am I happy about it? Nope. It’s supposed to be temporary – over the course of a maternity leave, but our leave is 2 years long. I could end up doing this for 2 years. Two years!!!!
I worked my ass off for 6 months, have started to get some results, and this is what happens.
This is a job I have never wanted and don’t think I’m even remotely suited for. I don’t want this much contact with the clients.
I am tired of the fight. I think I’m going to bed tonight and I’ll stay there. I don’t want to see anyone. I’m way too upset. I’m just sick of it all. Personal life, professional life, nothing works out..