Well. I'm not.
Am currently struggling.
It's my godforsaken birthday tomorrow. While the number doesn't offend me, what I have lacked in accomplishment, where I am is what does.
Single at 41. Yey. Just how I wanted it to be. Not. Have met one person a year of interest to me for the past 5 years. None of it went anywhere, except leaving me heartbroken (current situation unknown, but don't worry, I expect it to lead absolutely nowhere as well).
I won't get that call or that card from my grannie for the first time in 40 years.
I have to work.
I'm so near tears all the time right now. You don't realize how much someone is intertwined in your life until they aren't around anymore. It's really come home to roost to me in the past month.
If I didn't have the photography to fill a void, I don't know what I would do. Probably end up crying endlessly all the time.
Soundtrack: Canada/USA gold medal game, Olympics Vancouver 2010