1) I'll never leave this godforsaken country. There are so many roadblocks. Never ending roadblocks.
2) I no longer have the strength to keep fighting for what I want.
3) I can't tackle this house alone. I don't know where to start, and I don't want to start.
4) The Brit could really give a shit. I'm sure he cares in his own way, but it's not enough.
5) I generally feel invisible to the opposite sex. Which I guess, I am. Unless they're gay, then they love me :)
6) I'm not happy.
*this is brought to you by self introspection brought on by weeping, frustrations, the realization this is VDay #9 alone (I've been 5 years single, but that relationship never extended over VDay) and generally feeling like the shit on the bottom of someone's shoe