They call me the fool

Some say I'm hanging on. I don't think that's the case. I really think that it's a case of the "I can't want to's" more than anything else. I just can't be bothered to pick it up and move on at this point. No one interests me, people keep trying to push me. I don't understand, and I guess at this point I'd like to understand (at some point I won't give a shit, but right now I still do). I keep being told to forget it, it's gone, it's done, and I know that if someone can't contact you for a while, there is a definite problem. But I usually know. There's usually screaming "feelings" and there are none (other than the obvious).

This tune made me think of me. Although, I'm not sitting around waiting. I'm going out. I'm doing things. I'm meeting new people. Same old same old. I just sort of feel like my heart is elsewhere....and I'd like that not to be the case.


Call Me A Fool
(performed by Doc Walker)

Oh girl I don't know what to say
I feel you love me less each day
You seem so far away
There's not a kiss that's strong enough
I could give to keep your love
And change your mind to stay
So you packed your bags and said you need a break
And you left me here to wait
Said you might come back someday
So I'm holding on in spite of what they say
They said man she's gone and only a fool would wait

Then call me a fool cause I'm a fool
I've no where else to be and nothing left to do
Call me a fool cause I'm a fool
There's no where I'd rather be than waiting here for you
So call me a fool

Oh girl the time goes by so slow
Just starin' at the door
Hoping you'll walk through
So if I hang on long enough
Would I be worth your love?
Cause it's something I could do
I'm just holdin on in spite of what they say
They said man she's gone and only a fool would wait

Then call me a fool
Still holdin on in spite of what they say
They said man she's gone and only a fool would wait