sad

Ok so everyone I know can give me the heights of shit tomorrow, today, whatever it is depending
on the hour.

I emailed him one last time.

And this will be it. I have no idea what the hell. No idea about anything. Guess I've been blown off. Guess his ex came back and he didn't have the heart to tell me.

Anyway, this tune...new one, speaks to me - don't they all?


Where I Was Before

(written by Jim Cuddy & Greg Keelor / performed by Blue Rodeo)

I can't get used to what you told me
You said better brace yourself
There's changes coming in
I wake up to a brand new story
To the clock that's ticking on the shelf
Then let it all begin

Now I know that I'm right here where I was before
Chasing all my ghosts around

Maybe I worry what I will say
Now I'm only 3 hours away

Living in between the pages
Watching the strangers come and go
Just life that's passing by
It all keeps coming down in stages
Only hurts the ones you know
No matter what you try

Oh and now I know that I'm right here where I was before
Chasing songs from town to town

Maybe I'll worry what I will say
Now I'm only 3 hours away

Some things they go too fast
Some times aren't meant to last
Turn away and then they're gone

I wake up to the red sky morning
I pray that the trouble all has passed
Just something that I dreamed
I must have missed all of your warnings
I guess we played too fast
Much closer than it seemed

Oh and now I know that I'm right here where I was before
Making all my plans aone

Maybe I worry what I will say
Now I'm only 3 hours away