a quick FYI

Technodoll....I was so tired last night I sang and ran from jam night.

And JF was there. Yet I left. And he was being super sweet. Yet I left.

Yep, I was that tired.

Happy now? lol

I'm alive!

Yes I know.

Bad bad bad blogger.

I've been too busy, both at work (where I usually blog) and personally, it's been slightly insane between all the things I do, so just let it fall by the wayside for a week or so.

It's been a weird few days, bizarre. JF....I dunno what in hell. He and I had a conversation today that was just odd, considering last night's goings on....sigh. I have absolutely no clue what's up.

I'm in the parade on Sunday (St Paddys' yes, late, because Chateauguay and Montreal switch, one is before, one is later than the day). Anyone local, wave if you see me (you know who you are!). Then out to the pub after for dinner, which is good with me.

All of this with JF. However, JF's ex will be around, although that didn't stop him from his hugs previously. I dunno. I just don't.

I am supposed to pick up my guitar today, which I had doohickeyized (I had a pick up put in so I can just plug and play). I'm off for the afternoon you see, on a course. Hahahaha, finished about an hour and a half ago.

I'm fostering a bunny from the SPCA. He's adorable. And I hope he and my babe get along. For those that have lost count, including rodents and turtles, that makes 11 animals. So what? Whaddya gonna make of it?

Work is insane. Recession what?

And so happy am I that Montreal has now been tagged with the label of famous actor killer. Yay our medical system? Yeah yeah, poor Natasha Richardson, as the sufferer of a few concussions (mild), I can't believe this poor woman died from head whackage. I knew she was brain-dead before all y'all knew, a colleague's close family member was a medic on the flight from Montreal to New Jersey....very sad all the same. Waiting for Mont Tremblant to be nailed with a lawsuit. American litigiousness....

So. Another busy weekend. And I need to make some dog food. So I bid y'all adieu for now, when more coherent, I'll write more, I only had 3 hours sleep last night...

regrets

Sometimes I do things that I regret.

Nothing major, but irregardless....

I'll just say I'm sorry and it won't happen again :)

I'd like to have decent karma. I have to much going on to worry about it.

To all of you that are confused, don't worry....all good :)

the ups and the downs

Well, earlier today I was upset with JF, now I am no longer.

Things are interesting, I'm loathe to jinx anything by blogging about it however.

I got some info confirming my suspicion that I already had, he's very shy. So this is going to be up to me probably. He's not going to have the courage to make a move. Sigh. I hate being a predator!

Insider info.

It's a good thing.

Now to figure out how to be a predator.

quick fly-by-blogging

So.

I did it. And it went smashingly. All reports were excellent. I'm a happy girl and have been asked back.

Jam Flirt?

:D

No more for now. Perhaps after tonight.

Later all.

stressed much?

"Hello my name is Myself and I'm a panicoholic"

*room nods and says "hi Myself"*

Yeah. I am officially freaking. I thought last week was bad, but this week is worse.

Why, after having done one gig already, am I freaking out you might ask?

He will be there. Jam Flirt. Watching me.

Yeah he's at jam night (freaking hosts it), and he's heard me sing, but that's classic rock stuff for the most part, which, no insult to it meant, doesn't mean much to me. The tunes I've chosen for my gig, either mean something to me, or the lyrics do, and I guess, it's like laying my feelings on the line.

And he's going to get a dose of my feelings.

Holy carp.

And just seeing him will make me panic.

However, on a good note, my outfit for tonight is smashing, my friend M requested cleavage, and cleavage we will have. with a hint of brassiere. Yep. I am a ho, but that's ok, cuz I admit it right?

Sigh.

More news tomorrow after this is done.

I will say Jam Flirt emailed me with compliments. Nice ones. and told me not to worry and stop being so damned hard on myself.

I'll try :)

one down

One down, another to go.

Phew.

It went well. I think. I forgot guitar chords, I was nervous for the first set, but I settled down towards the end of the second and in the third.

I had a heckler, friend of Jam Flirt's, but that's ok, I'm used to him and his heckling! All and all a good night.

I went to my friend S's gig afterwards, down the street, but they started singing happy birthday to me so I left (I hate birthdays, sorry, but I do!). I had to get HC back home anyway, the buses had stopped at that point.

Only thing is, I found out the next day that Jam Flirt came looking for me :) I saw him the next day and he asked where I was (I was at his house at the time, long story, more later, maybe).

So last night for my non-birthday we went to trivia night, which is hosted by Jam Flirt. My sister came along, as well as a bunch of friends, they bought me a movie I wanted to see "Passchendaele" - it's Canadian, about the first world war and the Canadians in it. I'll be able to say more later, I wanted to see it in the theatre but it didn't stay long.

Jam Flirt made a question about me in the game, he had been reading my FB page I guess, I told everyone I wanted a particular hockey player for my day, and that's what his question was about. Too funny :)

He wished me a happy birthday and kissed me on the forehead. What does that mean? And then sat down beside me and chatted with me. Um. Hello my lips are down here. Hahahahaha.

I have a huge crush. Dammitall.

But I had fun with my buds and my sister and Jam Flirt and it was a great weekend.

One more show Friday. And I need to prepare and the migraine is going to keep me from that dammitall!

And that's all I got. yeah been a week and that's all I got. Sorry to disappoint!