Tuesday, October 20, 2009

sad

It's the Brit's birthday today.

I am so close to tears, at basically any moment, I cannot tell you.

I texted him a happy birthday (I don't do these things on people's Facebook walls....bleh). A small flurry of texting ensued. But I stopped it.

I'm just sad. and don't bother telling me he's not worth the sadness, it's not that I don't know that already....I just can't help how I feel.

2 comments:

  1. Hey girl. I don't mean this in a harsh way but rather, in a Hindu way but:

    Let it go.

    If you ever need to talk, I have facebook under S. Michelle Toth (link on the website). I get on the chat thing there sometimes. :)

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  2. you gotta feel what you need to feel at the moment.

    but.

    friendship, love, whatever IMO should = more happiness than sadness.

    just sayin'.

    (hugs)

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